buying happiness

when i read all these stories over and over again..its suck hoho.....
all these sad stories about sadness and tough life....
i can’t say i don’t want to be there.....

i’ve never even had a happiness.....
and you all have or have had someone meaningless....
so you know what it’s like.......

but i don’t...
so i don’t care if it doesn’t work out....
i just want to feel what it’s like to be in love once again, to have someone.....
therefore i almost wish to be where you all are.....

though i’m not saying you should feel good when someone breaks your heart....
i’m saying i would prefer getting broken than not feel love at all.....
everything is about heart... movies, books, songs, reality...

and i’ve never even felt it....
it feels like i’m outside, watching everyone else....
kalo dibilang kangen ya..ingin bertemu..begitu saja..

tapi tentunya ada syarat2 situasi tertentu yang kalo bisa terjadi supaya mendukung kenyamanan ito..hihihihhh..
lalu apa lagi ya..ngga tau...ah..
lumayan panjang itu tuh..
silakan dikomentari dengan semaumu.. terserah.. i have no idea…