Friday

dont take it personal

it's done perhaps...
it's been done for a few days now...
how did it end?

if i recall correctly it was me realizing your immaturity..
and you not willing to put me before your friends,
not even for the little things...
after that,
you thought you would get your revenge by claiming you liked someone else,
some dumb you barely even knew who i knew would never like you back...

well your plan worked...
it broke my heart...
even though i had wanted to end it,
knowing you liked he while..
we were still together killed me...
i was shattered into a million little pieces,
and thought there was nothing in the world that could put me back together....

but something did...
it was my new found self confidence...
when i realized i deserved so much better than you...
the pieces very slowly began to reassemble....
and then i began noticing...
that more and more friends would smile at me,
try to talk to me,
give me compliments...
that made the pieces come together more quickly....
the best part about it was...
i never needed to get revenge in order to become whole again....

hurting you wouldn't make me feel any better,
because i simply try didn't care anymore....
you broke my heart,
made me feel like shit,
and then did it again....
now all i see are those wasted years with you,
the time spent waiting for you to show you cared....

Di petik dari firman Allah dalam surah Al Baqarah,

” Ada sesuatu perkara yang kamu cintai tetapi itu membawa keburukan kepada kamu. Ada pula sesuatu perkara yang kamu benci tetapi sebaliknya ia membawa kebaikan kepada kamu. Sedarlah kamu tidak mengetahui, Allah-lah yang lebih mengetahui.” (curik dr fizah hehe... :p)


there are no lingering thoughts about us in my head,
about "what could have been"...
this isn't one of those stories where i realized i've always still loved you...
no. in fact,
i don't know if i ever loved you,
because now that i know what true love is,
i know what i felt when i was with you sure as hell wasn't this.

so in a sense my happiness is my sweet little revenge....

p/s : be good...suatu petang yg bosan tok nulis jua huwaa~~

1 comments:

fizah said...

sila bayar yer....hee

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