manek chantek II

p/s : weekend jobs earn extra money.. :]

endorphins

beat my bad mindset...

badmood today~

beating a bad mood is not an easy feat...

but really the only person that i can you out of the bad mood is myrself!

but there's lots of things i can do to drag..

i out of the dark mood and into a more postive frame of mind..

penat sgt+stress eh..
nakk tidooo jar....

新少林寺 预告

Shaolin..sinopsis,

"tells the story of the famous monastery in China that is plunged into strife as feuding warlords try to expand their power by warring over neighboring lands. Fuelled by his success on the battlefield, young and arrogant warlord Hao Jie (Andy Lau) sneers at the Shaolin masters when he beats one of them in a duel. However, when he lost everything after a betrayal of his former second-in-command Cao Man (Nicholas Tse), Hao is forced to swallow his pride and take refuge with the monks. As the civil unrest spreads and more innocent people suffer, Hao and the Shaolin masters are forced to take a fiery stand against the evil warlords. Together they launch a daring plan of rescue and escape in order for justice to prevail and freedom to be achieved."

musti tonton..
The Shaolin battle begins 27 January 2011!

p/s : khamis neh half day lah hoho~~ :p

dear

it’s been almost...

since her dropped the bomb on me...

the thing is,

it wasn’t even really a mess up to the blog..

at least not to longger...

don’t have to actually have a relationship to be mess up with..

for the most part i had a wonderful day with her i cant' forget..

despite her strange,

withdrawn behavior for most of it after the first meet..

yet, her told me he had just started cried, and it wasn’t serious,

and the reason her acted how her did wasn’t anything i had done...

frankly,

i wasn’t hearing all of it at that point...

i was in the closest thing to a state of shock i had been in my entire life...

to make a long story short,

after sending her an almost-too-long massage..

telling her i wish told..

her also proceeded to theorize this misunderstanding...

was based on our difference in age and experience....

we both said we were fine with being ok,

but after that..

when i was working abroad in kuching and her in peninsular...

i thought this would make getting meet her easier and quicker,

but the only thing it did was take away the ability to see what her was doing..

and who we was conversing with,

which was probably still beneficial for me...

one of the worst things you can do after a studied,

berate yourself for things you realize you could have done differently...

but this is precisely what i did...

i asked myself over and over,

“why weren’t you stronger?

truth be told,

i was that men at first.

i didn’t want to be the stereotypical person who thinks...

but her was the one who seemed to be coming on pretty strong

and acting like we were actually nothing at all..

but,

after it all ended and found out the truth,

i felt like such an idiot,

and a total outcast from the rest of society...

we seem to live in such a casual,

i don’t really understand the movement...

in the end,

i think the focus is more on the benefits than the future..

and to answer the question,

because when it all first happened,

my emotions were definitely in it...

and i gave her way more credit than i deserves..

i apologized for not having been more upfront that..

i thought we were headed towards a relationship,

however,

this not about me not being “strong” or “smart” enough...

think the fact that i cared about what her and i had,

and that i fell ...

is a sign of my gratitude...

it’s clearly more of a risk to let your heart get involved than to remain unattached,

but i rather be like that than close myself off..

and look at a person as only an object of lust..

i think in my situation..

p/s: seeking advice on swimming lessons~~ :]

criminal mind

memang best eh...

tak tau bile orang kite boleh buat cite-cite bagus and berkualiti mcm ni...

cite die agak lain drpd ncis or other cite-cite kepolisian...

coz cite ni mengisahkan pasal 1 team khas dalam fbi,

behavioral analysis unit...

they will look for profiles of this pelaku-pelaku jenayah and match them dengan crimes punya modus..

team ni analyses ‘criminal mind’ and personality psychology...

rindu lak kuliah human behavior...dr sundramorthy..

sangat menarik..

and kite akan diajak berfikir sama...

so bkn utk fun semata-mata tp cite ni cite yang smart...

every plot ade suspens die..

dah bunyik mcm pengkritik filem pulak haha~~

kerana telah terbiasa

this little love not has no image....
it was a text message...
one that woke me up this morning for the dream.....
it is beautiful perhaps....
it should be shared...
sometimes i just love the simplicity of love..
plan for you..
lets spend our lives together and age..
but never get old~~

cool