yes i do

dari kiri cepat jalan

p/s : mandi peloh hari-hari~~

home sweet home

you know im a dreamer but my heart’s of gold i had to run away high so i wouldn’t come home low just when things went hight it doesn’t mean they were always wrong p/s : lega...tok balik kejap pon :]

long vacation

when it's this good,
there's no saying no i want you so,
i'm ready to go..
take care,
buibui~~

hening

Andaikan Kau Masih Ada

Berdiri Mendampingiku

Ku Ingin Kau Pun Tahu

Betapa Ku Menyayangimu

Andai Kan Ku Sanggup Untuk

Memutar Kembali Waktu

Tak Pernah Sekejap Pun

Ku Alihkan Engkau Dari Perhatianku

Selama Hidupku

Hanyalah Dirimu

Yang Sanggup

Menyinggahi Ruang Ruang Hidupku

p/s: post lirik neh lg hee..suka~~ :]

today is beautiful

mengantuk...
mengantuk...
mengantuk~~

mrning!!!!!
rasa macam tak nak bangun dari katil je arini neh...
nak tidur puas-puas...
macam best je hari ni kan...hahahaha ntah
tak tahu nape nak rasa macam tu,
just rasa hari ni akan berjalan dengan baik.

baik ke???
tak tahu la...
nak start dari mana ah???

malasnya nak bangun awal2...
harimau kt uma da bising2 wahaha~~(sori ma huk2 :D)
tapi de banyak keje nak di buat...
tapi kena bangun gak coz banyak lagi kerja nak buat..
hari ni try pack barang fuh fuh besemangat2..awai nye hee..

sampai ke tengahari,
pergi kedai 2 kali sebab saya lupa nak beli apa hehehe...
jangan lah kena amnesia...
i'm still young...
asyik lupa je kebelakangan ni...

rumah sewa sebelah dah ada orang duduk..
aiye..pas ni tak leh wat sesuka hati,
tak leh buang sampah merata-rata hoho~~
tak leh menjerit-jerit...
tak leh karok kuat2..
tak leh nari2...
tak leh intai2 hahaha... :D

kerana kelakuan anda sedang diperhatikan...
hahaha just kidding..
i need privacy...
but still ok..

no meeting friends today...
all so busy with working and lessons ..
i was so busy looking for my stuff preparing for my big day hee~~
malasnya nak singgah blog sendiri...
malas nak menaip.. 2 3 hari ini,
tak habis-habis mencari sesuatu yang boleh dibaca..
sibuk mencari sesuatu yang baru dalam hidup...
sendiri tak tahu apa yang cari..

kadangkala ingin mendengar muzik..
yang mampu menarik keinginan untuk menari,
kadangkala mahu mendengar satu lagu sedih,
yang mampu buat diri sendiri yg tengah nyanyi :p

oh god... i'm late to watch my favourite drama..
thats ncis...i should stop on9 now...

lie for a reason

you know there's not really much anyone can say...
i've heard all the typical things you would say to someone-

"it gets better",
"give it time",
"you deserve better" etc...

to be honest nothing helps...
even if it's happened to you,
we can't compare ourselves...
love between two people is different,

so heart break between two people is different...
how it feels to you is different...

it's been some time and my wound still feels fresh,
it still feels like i have a gaping hole in my chest...
i still think about that everyday, every minute, every second....
and the scary thing is i actually believe that i will never get over her...

her is and will always will be my part,
the one i fell so hard for i lost myself in the process...
and rotated my life around her..

but what i remember the most was the feeling,
that she was different than anyone i'd met before...
for awhile after that night we talked, got to know each other,

became more than friends,
but being young and so naive our 'relationship' wasn't real...
the next time we talked to each other would be at a friends party and from then on,

she was about to be everything to me...

i fell in love with her...
i didn't even know what love was but i think i figured it out,
that feeling took me awhile to name but i felt it...

we shared everything,
we shared the best parts of our teenage years,
and now being forced into adulthood we've changed...

she said he needs to figure out who she is and i'm stopping her.
i've blamed myself,
i still do...
i'm full of so much regret and guilt and it never goes away...
i still there,
we talk and im not going to lie and say we haven't had those nights before...

the sad thing is i still
remember her far away~~

although i know you're supposed to distance yourself to try to move on,
i can't..
i'm holding on to her with everything i have...
you can call me naive and too young but to me love doesn't have an age restriction...

p/s: ..............................