itamputeh

life is something wonderful, so they say.....

and i've trusted them, until right now....

how come i haven't experienced what everyone's talking about?

"it comes when it comes," my very-much-in-love-friend said with a smile...

"I didn't search for it, it came to me." ...

she flashed another smile....

those two sentences felt like a knife through my chest....

so, i'm just supposed to wait..

i don't want to wait no more eh...

i've been waiting and searching for almost long years~~meaning of life~~

i want to be able to feel..

touch and taste the heart that is supposed to be out there...

because that, that is what i've answered when people ask what i think life is all about....

but now i don't know anymore....

because i can't keep hoping appear forever....

because then i will die without having to experience life...

since the whole meaning with life is just that- love...

it hurts for me to realise that love is all around me but somehow...

i'm not even allowed to have a tiny, small piece....

should i...