I'm so tired

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears and if you have to leave...
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here...inside me..and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase ....

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears and I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating life. Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind...
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams. Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me...

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone but though you're still with me
I've been alone all along...