Worst is yet to come

Since i meet you, everything's been different. I didn’t mean to yell but sometimes I get beside myself and lost, I didn’t mean to rush you but time keeps pushing so much. Time keeps pushing so much your eyes stare at me in the dark
and I hope those eyes don’t steal my freedom. My freedom, If I didn’t give it all when I stood you made me crawl and if you never heard the stories. Then I could still hide down behind the wall, then I could still hide down behind the wall forever.

It starts with one thing, I don’t know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme. To explain in due time all I know, time is a valuable thing watch it fly by as the pendulum swings, watch it count down to the end of the day... The clock ticks life away, It’s so unreal. Didn’t look out below watch the time go right out the window. Trying to hold on but didn’t even know. Wasted it all just to...Watch you go...

I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart. What it meant to me will, eventually, be a memory, of a time when I tried so hard...
And got so far but in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall to lose it all...

To remind myself how, I tried so hard...In spite of the way you were mocking me. Acting like I was part of your property remembering all the times you fought with me. I’m surprised it got so far. Things aren’t the way they were before you wouldn’t even recognize me anymore. Not that you knew me back then but it all comes back to me.

And got so far but in the end it doesn’t even matter I had to fall no longer...I've put my trust in you pushed as far as I can go for all this. There’s only one thing you should know...