I missed you and things weren't the same

Haven't slept at all in days, it's been so long since we've talked and I have been stuck into this longer enough, many times I just don't know what I'm doing wrong ATOiii! I had a lot to say was thinking on my time away what should i said... I missed you and things weren't the same. Cause everything inside it never comes out right and when I see you cry it makes me want to die..i become sorrow too.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue, I'm sorry about all the things I has done with this stupidity to you and I know I can't take it back, I felt that same ways like before..I love all your sounds, and sheep the way you make my world go round and I just wanted to say I'm sorry...This time I think I'm to blame it's harder to get through the days, You get older and blame turns to shame every single day I think about how we came all this way.

The sleepless nights and the tears you cried it's never too late to make it right, perhaps. There's only so much I can take And I just got to let it go and who knows I might feel better if I don't try and I don't hope. Maybe there's nothing more to say and in a funny way I'm calm because the power is not mine. I'm just gonna let it fly, yup im not a perfect person either. There's many things I wish I didn't do, but I continue learning each days why i hurting you so badly...I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go. That I just want you to know I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be.
A reason to start over new and the reason is you. I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday and all the pain I put you through I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears. Thats why I need you to hear....fiera