Theres So Many Times Ive Let You Down

I'm holding on my rope n not thinking even cares about others feeling, I realize everything i do is affecting the people around me, As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility that what i has done to your guys specially sheep...i not in purpose to hurt u, i dont really know what i actually do, i just playing around and want tyred something knew from my past, is not an excuse for me..yup i realize it...its really stupid, moron, idiot, damnful...
Got me ten feet off the ground, So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done, and I'm hearing what you say, but I just can't make a sound, coz im too stupid arrogant do to sheep2, all kindness and ur love in me, then i go and cut u down..and things that have not occurred yet, non-words can i describe best apology accept really sorry even is not enough and useless at all, been rudeness ,careless, hurting, do bad thing and all kinds of sin that i has ever make to u guys, Little Turtle, Brave Fish, Happy Cow and u special one Sweet Cutie Sheep even u guys got conflict by self, i hope u guys will be well again..
But wait...
I tell u guys that im really sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around and say...I’m sorry for the times I let sheep down, i do miss her..so much, i was on the road and you were alone, I'd take another chance once more, take a fall, take a shot for you and i need you like a heart needs a beat but that's nothing new coz it on always on mine mind until hurm... i cant see the ends actually, Im sorry for the times that I had to go im sorry for the fact that I did not know..i always blur and blue, im sorry for the times I would neglect im sorry for the times i disrespect, already im so lonesome...really do miss u guys n sheep..hate to said goodbye..
And i say...
Sorry like the angel heaven let u think was i, but I'm afraid i gonna lost u sheep, I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done, i always have a desire to achieve through force, impatient, will say and do things without thinking all the reaction, It's too late to apologize, yup i know it's too late, i want to try, try, trying until im tired and until im leaving on a plane way home, dont know when Ill be back again, I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware, Sorry for the things that I did not say, Like how you are the best thing in my world and how I'm so proud to call you my girl..I hate to go, now the time has come to leave you..I understand that there are some problems and I am not too blind to know, all the pain you kept inside you, even though you might not show If I can apologize for being wrong, then it’s just a shame on me I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me, sorry for the things that he put you through and all the times you didn’t know what to do, Thrs so many times Ive let u down So many times Ive played around I tell u now, thy dont mean a thing Every place I go, I'll think of sheep2 Every song I sing, I'll sing for u when I come back want make u big smile again..sheep, because sheep always in the fox heart..